

counting to zero.so tomorrow's the first day of school. everyone's been calling & messaging me crying that the summer's ended & they'll miss everything it brought. i thought i'd be one of them. even though it brought a lot of pain for me, what with my best friend & others turning on me, i thought i'd be sad that the last day of the summer was gone. but i find myself sitting cross-legged on the faded yellow chair in my room, a computer keyboard in my lap, feeling the cool breeze waft in through the open window next to me, seeing the low sun casting shadows outside & in. & i am faceless quiet perfect mellow calm content.counting to zero.
it's the end of summer & th


nursery rhyme in fouri.nursery rhyme in four
oh my god, they called my name. that can\'t be me, i can\'t be next. just let me stay here in this room for a little longer, please. let me stay here with the blank magazines strewn about the uncomfortable chairs and hard tables. please, just five minutes. i\'m not ready yet. i never was.
how could he have forgotten to put on a condom? for christ\'s sake! yes, just go on, and don\'t come back for me. i\'d rather walk twenty miles home than be within five feet of you again, you stupid whore. oh, i wish i\'d never met him; i wouldn\'t be in this mess if it wasn\'t for him. you make me sick, little boy. you make me w


My Friend AlwaysA lot of people get on their knees, you know? Some are on their knees scrubbing floors or planting flowers to save the world. Some pray on their knees to save their souls. Some cry or scream on their knees to save their sanity. These people are the beautiful people, the ones who know what they want, or care to find out; they are the people that matter.My Friend Always
Some people get on their knees to suck dicks. They don\'t know what they want, and they don\'t care. They have all the time in the world to find out. It will happen eventually, with no effort from themselves. They believe they\'re invincible, and you know, they\'re right. They can\
yay new jersey! ehe.
What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.
You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.
I offer only the truth, nothing more.
Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill
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The Angry Deviant
Random Deviant
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Doctors bury their mistakes;
Architects hide their mistakes;
Photographers photoshop their mistakes.
Thanx for your kind words about my cards:9
I'll post information about how to by the picture along with a future submission, so stay tuned
Take care
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